Last night, when i log into MSN messanger, I saw Joe's and Sherman's nick saying this: "My medic check up letter lai le", "Here comes my letter".... I was thinking, shit man, if they got it that means i shld have get it too. So i decided to open my mail box n check today, sure enough, it was there. Sian... So fast!

Had a very heavy sad n gulity feeling all e way to sch today even though i did my QT on e MRT. But there was no peace within me. Hai, didn't wan to share here as so i will began to poured over it again.

I know that tt person is still angry with me, (tt wad i feel) even though he say he forgive me, as i made him waited for 1 hr and i asked him to go home by him own... Hai... I didn't mean to do tt.... :'( Even today, i dun dare to tok to him when i see him on MSN. Didn't even dare to msg him....

It was at sch tt i began to feel better as i'm back to sch n let all e sch stuff begin to cover it all up. Almost fall alsp in class today as it was after e lunch hour. Sian.... Somemore it was stupid eunice's lesson. See her everyday... in order to make me awake, she made me read one paragraph of the text. LOL... it was later when we go to E-Com lab tt i feel awake again.

Come back home so late, after i settle eveything, it was abt 7pm and watch "xi lin men"